I change so much from day to day, let alone from year to year. I change my look, my hair, my beliefs, (some of) my friends, my likes, my dislikes. Today I decided I liked egg whites. I've hated egg whites all my life but I think I have finally convinced myself to like them so that I can eat egg white omletes...because they make you skinny you know. It's dumbfounding actually, to think about how much can change in one person in such a short span of time. I talked to my ex-boyfriend today and so much has changed there too. We haven't been together for over a year and each day I see us changing, growing apart, not being so dependent on eachother, realizing we can fall in love with other people and that it will be ok. It's just so crazy to be where I am right now. So much happens every day, things that we choose, things that are thrust upon us to make us what we are. I think where all of this is leading me is that there are changes I want to make in my life to get "where I want to be". I want to...

1. Develop my spiritual self, seek a closer relationship with God

2. Be less concerned about the way I look

3. Give more compliments

4. Start doing things I love again....write more

5. Enrol in a creative writing course

6. Learn to be attracted to my own body

7. Stop waiting for him to make up his mind and fall in love with me

8. Get back in touch with an old friend

9. Kick ass on my exams

I can only think of 9 right now...which is a funny number because everyone makes lists consisting of tens. But there it is, written down and everything...the nine changes I plan to make.